I can't take it! 
*tears rolling*
I really can't stand it Baby, I really need your love ='( It was just , just now that we seem fine, you don't know how happy and elated I was when we were together, hugging, kissing, loving like we never did before ='( I even ran home with my injured leg after my battery went flat while we were on-the-phoning, so that I could talk to you ='( And after the effort I made, I sacrificed my eating time, and didn't say that I was still eating cause I really missed your voice and I wanted to talk to you ='( But all I got was, " I want us to be friends, with no love, no hugs, no kisses" Without those essential portion of my life, how could I ever live? You're important in my life! ='( But why this ='/ Why? ='/ You know you're all I ever needed, without you im so lost and empty ='( Why are you doing this to me, I just don't understand ='( I love you so much, keep that in mind ! Lock it in your heart! ='( I NEED YOU, I REALLY DO! ='( Please don't do this to me ='(

I know you're somewhere out there,
Somewhere far away,
I want you back,
I want you back ='(
My neighbors think I'm crazy,
But they don't understand,
You're all I have,
You're all I have ='(

At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself ='(

Talking to the Moon... ='(
Try to get to You... ='(
In hopes you're on the other side,
Talking to me too, 
oh am I a fool,
who sits alone,
Talking to the moon ='(


 MINIRA
It's never gonna end!
='( 
 

 You're All I Ever Needed

Okay it's the eve of new year! Hehe can't wait to celebrate with Baby later, if her dad let her to. Ouh please Mr. Azhar, pleaseee! =D Hehe I'm really eager and excited! Wohhooooo first time celebrating with my own girlfriend for countdown! =D Hehe! Okay chiao! I love Ira Syuhada!  























Above are the picthaas for me and Baby's Swimming and Movie date =) Hehe at last Baby's lappy is fixed and all the picthass had been uploaded =)

So basically first thing's first, Monday met Baby. Sadly Baby's period came, and Baby was in pain. As soon as I reached Tamp, I waited for Baby for about an hour to siap while I sat alone at 245. Baby was complaining about her pain. When she came out and meet me, she couldn't take the pain and so i let her settle down somewhere. She say she really couldn't bare the pain, so she left me without a proper goodbye. I wasn't disappointed, maybe a little sad, but I understand her. The pain she's bearing is so much that it kills. So, although I wasn't there right with her, I was still there, onthephoning, calling her up, paying attention to her, cuddling her imgainately, making her smile, trying my best to tickle her stomach and make her smile. Unfortunately my batt went flat while i was otw home. I quickly ran home and called her up with my house phone to see if she's okay. Pheeeew, luckily she was fine =) So we spent the rest of the day onthephoning with each other

So yesterday met Baby around 1. Followed her to her tuition place to pay her registration fees. Pfft =.= Patah balek patah balek siah! Hehehe ^^ So bought new snakebite studs cause baby find them adorable and cool, kan bie kan? ^^ Hehe! Then yesterday had a tragedy fight which not suppose to mention here and blah home. That's about it for yesterday

And today is a boring day cause cannot meet up with Baby =( Haiyaaa, so today me and Baby will be staying home all day, chatting and talking onthephone as usual. BORING =.= Haha but as long as it is with Baby Boo Boo, I'll be happy and glad cause you're the only one I need Baby =) I Love You 

MINIRA
For the rest of my Life

 


 

I love you, Beautiful

I really don't like the way you are treating me bie. You know all I ever wanted is for you to trust me? ='( Why are you doing this to me? I also have a life , just like you. You think updating blog is so easy and not tiring? I didn't even lie to you, i am being honest. I didn't even touch the comp or even facebook. And after i explained, you called me stupid, liar, asshole and throw vulgarities all at me. What did I even do? Then you ask me to update a new post on my blog? Do you think it's easy for me? Why are you just like the boss, and im your slave who you treat so badly this way? Why are you so, cruel? ='( You know that I love you, and im scared of losing you, but all you did was taking advantage of those facts and threw them all in the trash ='( What's wrong with you bie? ='( What's wrong?! I love you so much , you know? I really do? But hey baby, I also have a heart to take care of and not only yours ='( 


MINIRA

To my BabyLove , I really want you to know that I really love you so much with all my heart, sincerely. You're the first ever lady whom I ever love this far very much, the most beautiful lady whom have ever stepped into my life, colour my life with wonderful words and changed my life with meaningful love. You're the best I've ever had, beautiful. Please stay in my life, go through what life had packed us into for and help me fulfill my dreams of building a family with you, will you darling? Cause all I ever needed is you, Ira Syuhada Bte Azhar

Okay what a boring Saturday. How I wish I can meet Baby =( I miss her so much already although we just met yesterday =( Hmmmm, how I wish we lived as neighbours so that I can see her easily. Parent's, let's move to Tampines Street 21 block 239 beside my BabyLove's crib please? I know that won't happen =( Haish, she's just the one person in my life who can make me smile and brightens every single day of my life. It's just soooo soooo boring without her by my side =/ Please time, please pass by faster untill the legal age for marriage so that I can marry her and i won't have to miss her that much cause she will be right by my side 24/7 Hehehe! Big dreams Abdul Muhaimin! =D Haiyooo! So baby's parents might be going to Malaysia afterwards and baby may have to follow. And baby is currently watching step up 3 while im here typing on my blog. See, so boring! =( Haish! Pfft! Grrr! Blaaah! Blueek! Booooo! =( Hahaha! Okay that's it for today, I love Baby Ira!  


♥ ♥You're All I have Baby ♥ ♥

Okay today met my one and only Baby Love! Actually my Brada suppose to come to Baby's crib to fix Baby's lappy, but sekali Baby's dad work half day so tak jadi. So met Baby at Tamp MRT after her dance and off we went to makan at MacD! Haha Baby ate double mcspicy while I ate double samurai burger! Hahaha! ^^ After makan go walk around the malls. Then after that went to the Salon at S11 cause Baby wanted to open her extension cause Broadrick doesn't allow her to have them. So open them , sedeh siah $50 burnt! =( Haha but no worries, as long it's for my Baby Boo =)So after that, Baby decided to have her hair cut at Snip Avenue, sekali lembab sangat , so we went to the Salon near S11 which Baby's mom always go. And so my Baby look gorgeously Beautiful now! Hehe Me looove! Hahaha! Then after that bought fries and apple pie and ate at the T1 sky garden. Sekali Baby's dad told her to go home straight away. Haiyooo, but luckily her dad after that went out. So went to Baby's crib. Then Baby started to have a bad flu and fever! Kecian baby i =( Actually after I left from her crib, she called me back to teman her. I quickly ran back to her crib and gave her a hug. I took care of her and cuddled her cause she was cold. Awhhhh, gave her long hugs and did what my arwah atuk ever did , rub her head with cold water and Selawat 3 kali. Hehe! So after she was feeling a little better, then I left home. Get well soon Baby, I love you!
 
Okay I've been dropped to 4N6! =( Haiyaaaa not same class as Baby =(! Oh nooooo! Nvm, still class next to each other dah cukop bagos =')  Hehe!
 
MINIRA
190210 


She's so Beautiful

Okay, first thing's first, Rest in Peace, Nyayi. Semoga Allah S.W.T memberi segala kebaikan dan kenikmatan Syurga, Amin YarobbalA'lamin. Al-Fateha ~

Okay, many things had happened these few days. Baby decided to have her Monroe pierced! Wohhoooo! Hehe, okay she cried while the piercing was processing haha! Oooops, look who's crying? Cry Baby! XD Wakakaka! Hahaha! Okay before that, I would like to thank baby for being there for me in my hard times when my granny left =') Thanks alot baby, I love you! So yeah, continuing, I had been approved to drop to 4NA, im praying hard to get the same class as Baby so that she can give me the encouragement to study hard in class next year! Weepppeee! Please please please! Hehe! Okay so today met Baby at 12.30 like that. Went to her crib and firstly watch Crows Zero ... 5? Haha I haven't even watched episode 2,3 and 4 yet. So the characters were unknown and it was BORING > Zzzzz =.=" Haha, so me and Baby watch Lagenda Budak Setan! Haha like Baby said, the guy was like me ^^  Merepek siah Baby =D Haha! Then after that, baby changed her Monroe piercing stud. Pffft! Sungguh melecehkan! =.= Haha kdding darling! It was freaking painful for Baby, I understand that ^^ But i always disturb her and show her my Snakebite and say, "See bie, kan senang jek" XD Kekekek! So after about 30 minutes i guess, than she managed to change to her new stud. She look awesome with it! =) Haha but no worries Baby, with or without it, you are still so beautiful and special to me, and I'll love you with all my heart no matter what ♥♥ Then after that went to buy Baby's all time favourite Strawberry milk tea from SweetTalk, then buy Old Chang Kee's chicken wing and popiah, walk-walk around T1 and off I sent baby home. Although we didn't do anything much today, I still enjoyed my time with you. Thanks alot Baby, I love you! ♥♥♥♥♥

MINIRA
190210
 Never Ending Love Story 
 

 

Okay, holla, may peace be upon you people. Today i'm gonna tell you guys about this stupid ugly biatch. So currently, there is a stalker who's trying to be a copycat chebye motherfucker idiot asshole, who is trying to follow whatever my gf does Pfft! =.= Okay, this biatch here just have no life at all, stalking my relationship here and there, and trying to copy things that my girlfriend do. Sumer bende mataer aku nak buat kau nak buat juger yer? Tak ke stalker tu? =.= Hmm let me ask, are you jealous or something? Because I know that you are, that's why, if you're not, THEN PLEASE FUCK THE HELL OFF, DO YOUR OWN STUPID THINGS AND MIND YOUR OWN STUPID FUCKING BUSINESS WILL YA?! =.= It's not that we are eventually stopping you from doing things that you want to do, and I know not only my girlfriend can do it, oh sure EVERYONE can do that, but hey idiot, if you wouldn't have stalk us, I don't even think you knew that nape piercing really exists in your "own world", okay maybe you knew about it, but I don't think you wouldn't have the intention to do it, isn't it logical biatch? Come on lah, mcm lah takder piercing laen nak buat ah bodoh? My girl does it, now then you say that want to get it done too soon? Ohh please don't, it would just make you look even uglier than ever. Awwwhh thanks for complimenting that my gf's one is nice, of cos it is, but if you do confirm 100% ugly one don't worry! So , you are already ugly, so be it okay biatch? Im not saying that i look really good, but its just the fact that you are ugly hah, life is just really full of disappointment, for some people , especially someone like you, dumb biatch! So hold your horses and get a life please, idiot? Hah please oh please stop stalking our love life. Jealous bilang k?  Do your own things and stop doing things that we are doing please biatch? Okay biatch kau best giler uh =.= Just so you know, I've never known you like my ex, i find you a stranger who stepped into my life and ruin it. You suck big time biatch! Now, you're trying to stalk my love relationship with a beautiful lady who is so much better than you? Oh please, have a life biatch! Chiao Ah Saii Mother Fucker!!!





























Happy 10th Monthsary!

From 19 of February to now, December 19 2010, MINIRA had been alive. Our love just keeps getting stronger each day, every minute and every second

 I would like to apologise for every mistake that I've done which had hurt you baby. I won't repeat those mistakes of mine ever again, I promise baby. You had been the best which i've ever had in my life. Please stay in my life, will you beautiful? I really love you so much, and I need you in my life. You're my light which brightens my life, you're the crayon which colours my life, you're the television to keep me entertain, you're my soul to keep me alive. Yo're just my everything. I love you so much with all my heart Baby, i sincerely do, and I promise to love you forever and never to leave you =') I love you!
 

Oh her eyes, her eyes,
Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair,
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful,
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know,
When I compliment her she wont believe me
And its so, its so,
Sad to think she don't see what I see


But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say ...

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile,
Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips,
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh,
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful,
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know,
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for,
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking,
If you look okay you know I'll say ...

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile,
Cause girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are

The way you are ...
The way you are ...
Girl you're amazing,
Just the way you are

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile,

 

Cause Ira Syuhada, you're amazing,
Just the way you are


So baby is currently still in KL now. Trust me, I really miss her alot! ='( Tmr she'll be back, I really can't wait for her return! My life sucks without her siah! It really feels so different without her around ='( I need her, her love, her hug, her attention, her love, her everything 24/7! ='( Please come back faster baby! I MISS YOU ALOT IRA SYUHADA BTE AZHAR! ='( Huhuhu! ='( I love you so much, Beautiful! Happy 10 months! 

MINIRA
 190210
Till the very End 
 Happy 10 Monthsary!
MIN JACOB LOVES IRA TINKERBELLA