You're so sexy Baby

Look's like we're back together again, but much better than before =) I love you so much Ira Syuhada Bte Azhar! Heeeees! 

So, yesterday met Baby at her crib. Supposedly bringing my guitar cause want to record song cover, then we gado tak jadi =.= So I decided to record myself at home first =) Enjoy them below! =D




So those were the videos I was talking about. Haha, I did them specially for my one and only Baby =) Hope you love it gorgeous! So after that, went met Baby at her crib. Gado Gado Gado! Pfft! =.= Haha! But it ended up good actually. After slacking at Baby's crib, went to T-mart and got ourselves choc waffle from our favourite prima deli. Then went to Mac'd and bought Double cheese burger and a large fries! I swear I was freaking hungry, and it was Baby's treat for everything, Thank you so much Baby! Saving siket duit aku kan baby? Hehe =D Haha padahal aku dah POKAI! ^^ So after that bus to Baby's crib and I really swear I hate my leg! Its so hurtful , due to skateboarding! Grrr =( Now I walk like Mas Selamat kan bie kan! ^^ Hahahaha! Dah reach Baby's crib teros Baby fed me with rice and mutton curry which her mom cooked! Haha awwwwh! Thanks Baby =) I Love You! And now I really miss you =( Today so sad cannot meet Baby cause her dad not working! Alaaaaaah =( I Love You So Much Beautiful!

MINIRA - 190210
Never ending
 
 


You're my everything, Baby

Today met Baby! Hehe ^^ I swear I miss her damn freaking much! Untill now! =( Haish, how I wish I can live right beside her so that I can keep sight on her without fail, kiss her everywhere, hug her tight, do everything with her, 24/7 =') Haish, I really miss you, you know Baby? 

I guess I have to stop here first due to something...

Haish Baby, if you loved me, means you loved my family too. If you hate them, means you hate me too. If you're doing this, please think again Baby, you dont want to repeat your own mistake ='( I love you so much, and I miss you baby ='''(








  MINIRA SINCE 190210

Her eye's, her eye's, makes the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair , her hair , falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday 

Holaa peeps! So MINIRA celebrated it's 9th monthsary last Friday =) Hehe I feucking enjoyed my day with her! So we went around town, tak pernah aku jalan2 kat town ngan matair aku tau, kan bie kan? ^^ Hehe yeah thats right! I've never been to town with my girlfriend before and also, I've never step into ION before. Pity me hor! ^^ Haha! Baby very bloody bustard disturb me cause I've never been to ION before! Grrrr , geram aku ngan kau tau baby! Wait before that, Baby semangat siol check at Internet for the business timing of Zain Cafe cause we plan to eat there but ate at KFC instead pasal the Cafe tutop! Baby sedeh jap ^^ Alalala! Baby, I know you're craving for the black pepper steak so badly, but look Baby, there's many other days for us to go there correct? Apa dah Baby! Hehe! So after that went around orchard. We then ate at Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream. Baby bought for us a "something" cookie special, alamak I forgot the name but if you want take a great look on the dessert, scroll on the pichaaa above! Hehe! It was damn delicious, because why? Freee! Hehe harga dier pun sedap siol, $12.90 i think. Naseb Baby bayar, saving siket duit aku! ^^ Kidding Baby! Hahaha! So after that went to Far East Plaza, carik kedai seluar tapi tak dapat jumper, but went to Boards and Stuff instead and I swear I love the Supra shoes and the Decks, kan Baby kan? ^^ Hehe! So after that went bought fries from Mac'd and bus home =) I really enjoyed myself on that special day with my darling Ira TinkerBella!  

So today, me met Baby! At last dapat jumper dier! Rinduu sangat2 taoo =( Haha went there and finished up ketam masak lemak cili padi! ^^ Kekeke! Baby kurang asam panggil aku Babi! She say i go there boleh jadi tukang abeskan makanan ! Babi betol punyer Baby! Grrr! Haha! So slack2 and rested and pai tao keje for Baby! Then left Baby's crib around 7 and off home. Although it was for a little while,I still did enjoyed myself with you Baby

Now I'm currently missing Baby like FUCK! And Baby, I forgive you okay? Don't worry, just fuck it! I Love You So Much, Beautiful! ♥ Mwaaaaaaahs!

MIN JACOB
IRA TINKERBELLA
   


Baby you're amazing, just the way you are
 
Hey peeps! Guess what! Guess who's back! Back Again? Yes people here we are once more! MINIRA! Here we go...  
 
Okay I swear I really missed Baby ='( So the problem started since the bad incident happened ( which I dont wish to elaborate) Haish, few days without her really sucks =( I don't wish this to happen again, even for one more time ='(
 
Monday met Baby! Damn, we decided to have our last date lah katekan. Yeah, she came to Marsiling after she highlighted her hair. Then ate at Causeway Point! ^^ Hehe then off to my crib. So, as it was our last, I decided to sang for her and played a song which I've waited for so long to do it in front of her. I decided to make it happened then.  And you know Baby, when I sang "Girl you're amazing, just the way you are," I really do meant my words ;') After all that sent Baby   home naek Cab siolzzz! ^^ Sekali the last date turn out to be a normal outing, cause both of us knew that we can't really live without each other, I love her , and she loves me, correct Baby? Yeah! 
 
So the next day we met after Baby's dance. Yeah, off to Tamp in 67. Awhh Baby, when you shed those tears for me, I really felt touched you know =') That's when I started to realise how much you really need me in your life, how much you need my love and such =') Yeah, so then, MINIRA'S back! He tu time jugak pegi Baby's crib tolong dier buat cookie and order Mac'd! And not to forget, sempat jugak aku tidor jap! Kekeke ^^ Then parent's fetched me and off I'm home.
 
Today I really had fun with Baby =') Went to Baby's crib around 8.30. Hehe suppose to reach at 8, sekali overslept pulak ^^ Sorry Baby! Haha! So at Baby's crib, makan and sempat aku tidor jap ! ^^  Kekeke , 'M' sekjap Baby =D Haha! But Baby bloody basket go take pictures of me sleeping! Grrr! You think I don't know is it! Grrr! Hahaha! Eh wait, before that we had our breakfast at Mac'd! Hehe =)  Then after that went to Baby's crib again and tidor ^^ Hehe! Then keluar lagik makan double cheese burger. Then sent Baby home and off I'm home. Now tengah "M" dengan Baby. Pissed me off ='( HAish ='( I Love You, Beautiful 
 
Tmr is a big day for Min and Ira, I mean , Us =) Hehe! I really can't wait to spend time with you tmr Baby =') I really miss you Bie ='( But now I don't know why you just can't understand me ='( Nvm bie, it's not your fault ='(
Haish ='( I Love You so much, Baby
 
MIN KECHYKK
MARRIED TO
IRA BONCH BONCH
     
 
MINIRA 
SINCE ~ 190210 













Baby, I will never let you go <3

Haish, Baby chose to let me go. It was my mistake, a really really BIG mistake. I do realise, and I know how much it hurts you. But Baby, please don't let me go. I really love you so much ='(

Baby, if you can hear me right now, my heart is attracting your heart, saying I love you and I'm sorry ='( Yes it's true Baby, you don't love me no more, and you've let me go. But although you don't, I'll still Love you no matter what and I won't give up, cause I know we are really meant for each other. After all our memories, everything, the laughter, the cries, the fights, the kisses, the hugs, I will not let them go off for nothing cause those are sweet memories, which I know, not good for nothing, but perfect for everything. I'm holding the framed photograph that you gave me Baby, the one which you specially decorated with those beads from my necklace which you destroyed, my tears are dripping and rolling onto the picture, while i touch the picture, seeing your smile. Everywhere I go, everything i do, every song i listen to, and every I breath I take, just reminds me of you. I'm strong Baby, strong for our Love, now I'm gonna fight for it again, built it back the way it use to be, slowly and steadily cause I, Love You So much, till my very last breathe ='( Trust me Baby, I'm not letting you off and free, cause I need you in my life, you've changed me, from the bad to the good, and I love the way I am now, but without you, I'm weak, and i'm afraid that I might get back to whom the old Muhaimin was before I met the special and beautiful, Ira Syuhada. I love you so much Baby, now i really need you back. I'm missing you, you're just like a piece of jigsaw, you complete the puzzle, and just like it, you complete my life perfectly. Without you, I'm incomplete, i'm lost, and i'm nothing ='( I really need you back Baby, I miss you , your hug, your kiss, your smile, your sweetness, your beauty, your cuddle, and most importantly, your LOVE ='( Please come back to me Baby. I'm really sorry for what I did, believe me, I really promise that I won't repeat it ever again. Trust me, I really do ='( Please take me back, if I were to do it again the next time, you can leave me, by all means ='( I'm serious Baby, please do accept me back ='( Please forgive me for all my mistakes ='( Please love me , and come back ='( 

Baby, I would go through all of this pain. Take a bullet straight through my brain. Yes I would die for you Baby, but you won't do the same= '(

Baby, listen to your heart carefully, listen and listen, cause i can hear something, i really can hear it clearly, it is saying that, you love me ='( I believe those words Baby ='( This relationship, I won't end it, in a way or another. Cause I know our love is special, my love for you is special ='( I need you in my life Baby, I love you so much ='( I'm giving you time and space now Baby, for you to think, yeah of cause it does hurts alot, but think again Baby, we've been there for each other for 8 months plus, and I'm used to you, I'm addicted to you, you're my drug which I need in order to live this life ='( Cause Baby, I live to love you ='(
It still feels like, our first night together.
Feels like the first kiss,
and it's gettin' better baby.
No one can beat this.
I'm still holding on, and you're still the one.
The first time our eyes met, it's the same feelin' I get.
Only feels much stronger,
and I wanna love you longer.

Please forgive me, I do know what I do.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do.
Please believe me, every word I say is true.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you!  ♥
 
MINIRA
19 February 2010
Never will the love ends!
Everlasting!
The Best Love Ever!
 



I Love You Forever ='(

Easy come, easy go,
That's just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should've known, you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,

You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

No, no no


Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb,

Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from.
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are,
Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

If my body was on fire,

Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you're a liar, 'cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!
But, darling

I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you'd never do the same
Ohh, no no no


She's so Beautiful, and I tell her everyday <3

Baby left me and updated her blog seh! =( Waliaaao lei Baby, how could you! I call and call and call and call, but you didn't answer! =( Haish, I fucking miss you badly do you know that! Grrr, you're gonna get it from me later! Hehe! ^^ I Love You! <3
So eventually met Baby today. Siang siang aku dah turun Baby belum mandi lagik! ^^ Haha! Again me and Baby had breakfast at nasi ayam $1.80! Kiter belajar hidop susah lah kate kan! X D Haha! So, after makan, went around T-malls again. Morning was Baby's treat all the way! Thank you so much Baby! Hehe ^^ After that, bus to school. Sent Baby to Eunos, and aku jadi Budak masjid lagik! Hahaha! I waited for Baby from 1.30 till 5.30 at the mosque. Solat zohor and asar sekali. Wait, before that, talking about 1.30 to 5.30, Baby suppose to finish at 4.30 ! Dah bagos2, sekali eventually pizza punyer pasal, Baby in the end came out at 5.30. 'M' sekejap aku ngan Baby tadi , kan Bie kan! Grrr! ^^ Heh! Then after that, Baby had to meet her mom at 6.30 at the new food outlet , "Wendy's" if i'm not wrong. So sent Baby there and accompanied her for awhile till her parent's and brother came. And off i went home! I miss Baby alot now! =(

So as per normal, Baby made my day again! =) I Love You So Much Baby, and I will, and promise to myself that, I will never ever let you go, never! Mark my words Baby cause, the next thing you know is, you and I, being happily together in our own Family, married, Insya'Allah =) I really neeed you in my life darling, because I Love you! Beautiful, you're the best I ever had, and I'm gonna make you the last Lady, whom I really Love , deeply and sincerely, till the very end. I Love You! <3

<3 MINIRA <3
<3 190210 <3 


MINIRA ~ 190210

Okay today met Baby very fun! Hehe! ^^ Went to Tamp at 10 then we went to have breakfast at Nasi Ayam $1.80! Budget Budget lagi kiter kan Baby?  Kekeke! After that went around T-malls cause Baby wanted to find a small handbag for C Ceremony. So she bought herself a handbag from MONTIP. At last she no need to stress herself searching for a bag, aku pun boleh stress siah ngan Baby! ^^ Haha! So after that bought old chang kee's sotong head, chicken wing and chicken nugget! Eh wait not to forget our all time favourite Sweet talk's strawberry milk tea! =D Then sent Baby to school for dance , and aku jadi budak halem siol ! Jadi budak masjid lepak kat masjid! Solat Zohor sekali while wait for Baby to finish dance. Haha! Then Baby finish dance but sadly Baby's dad tak kerje, so must balek teros = ( So took 28 back to tamp and off we went home! <3

I really enjoyed myself with you today Baby! Hehe!  But now I'm missing you already =( Why can't i just have enough of you Baby, I really need you every single second, your hugs, your kiss, you laughter, your attention, and most importantly, your LOVE <3 I Love You So Much, Beautiful =) <3  

Girl You're Amazing,
Just The Way You Are
<3 


MINIRA - 190210
 

Okay peeps, here I am once again! Unfortunately i was warded into the hospital again cause the pain attack came back. Haha! Let me talk about it...
So last Thursday night, the attack came to my lungs again. Trust me smokers out there, better stop smoking immediately cause only god knew how much pain i suffered, dont believe me, ask my Baby Ira Syuhada! So I was warded again, my doctor said my hole was getting smaller eventually, Alhamdullilah! Unfortunately, the pain was at higher chance, came from another hole which was about to grow bigger. Lucky me it didnt grew bigger , thanks Allah! I have to really be careful now. No deep sea diving for the rest of my life! Okay this is the part which I hate alot cause Baby always disturb me! =( 

Baby: Bie, jom one day go scuba diving with me!
Me: Fuck You!
Baby: Haha loser cannot go deep sea diving! =P
Me: *sad face*

Haha! Baby fucking irritating can! Grr geram aku! Mentang-mentang orang saket, kerje you asyik nak kacao orang ajer! =( Haha! So i was discharged on Saturday afternoon, then at night met Baby! Hehe! Rindu dier sangat-sangat tao! Ate popeyes correct Baby? So the next Sunday supposedly meet Baby cause she needed to go to school to help her teacher for decoration for C ceremony, skali timing tukar pulak! Tak jadi meet Baby, sedeh jap aku = (

So today at last dapat meet Baby! Hehe Met her at 7.30 and we had our breakfast at Bedok Inter makan roti prata ^^ Hehe sedap kan bie? Free! ^^ Haha! Then after that sent Baby to school for dance, then i went home first and rest before fetching her, sedap aku tidor kan bie? ^^ Heees! Then fetch Baby at 5. Took 28 to tamp, and in the bus, i tested Baby by acting as if i was suffering from my pain! Baby panic seh! Hehe! ^^ But at least she showed that she really care about me. So congratulations Baby you passed the test, except for one thing that you didnt do! You know I know okay! ^^ Hehe! Then after that walk through S11 punyer shop n save! Me and Baby played hide and seek! ^^ She was fucking scared and shocked when i get to find her! Hahaha! Takot nampak bie! ^^ Then at Bus stop i splashed water at Baby then she splashed at me back to be fair! Hehe! Cute kan kiter! When comes to playful, we are childish.When comes to maturity, we really do Love each other perfectly =) <3 After that off we went home!

Now tengah otp-ing dengan Baby ku! I really am missing here already, and can't wait to hug her and kiss her all over, tomorrow!  I Love You, Beautiful =) <3

MINIRA
190210
Most Loving Couple,
In a Way or Another.
<3 






I Love You, Ira Syuhada

Haiyaaa today cannot meet Baby! =( But at least now her mom granted her permission to go broadrick! So i don't have to worry anymore cause i'll be there in the same school with her, taking good care and keep an eye for her =) So baby is currently at her granny's place and going to the hospital with her parent's maybe around 1. Haish, I really miss you Baby =(

So continuing from yesterday post, yesterday met Baby around 12. Went to Baby's crib, slack then went around the malls then makan at nasi ayam $1.80 again! Haha budget budget lagi. Kiter blajar susah kan Baby? ^^ Heehe then after that slack slack again and Baby and I planned to meet at night to shop for Baby's C ceremony accesories. So went home for awhile and waited for Baby's parents to leave to malaysia. then left my house at 7 and met Baby. Haha! Kesian tau my Baby cause the foot wear that she wanted to buy not in store anymore! Grr 'M' sekejap Baby! ^^ Hahaha! So after that makan at MacD with Baby! She ate mcspicy and I ate double Mcspicy! Mwahahahaha! ^^ Then went to buy a hat ! Hehe thanks for forking out $10 for it Baby! Hehe! =D   So after that sent Baby home slack for awhile with her and off home! 

Now Baby, please hurry up text me, I'm missing you fucking badly down here! ='( How i wish i can meet you everyday Baby =( Haiyaaaa =( Currently waiting for Baby's text, goodbye! I Love Ira Syuhada, anak Azhar! = D
 
MINIRA
Never Ending Love Story 







I'm Back , We're Back, MINIRA'S bACK!
<3
Okay, it's been quite along time since i've posted! Wow! So many things had happened throughout these days, ALOT! ^^ Let's start...

Okay on Saturday, after work, went home straight and Baby went to eat at Simpang Bedok. So while I was lying down and resting, when i got up to take a glass of water, a sudden pain attacked me. Turst me, it was freaking hurtful and only god knew how much pain i felt.  I told my father that i could not stand it although i was still standing strong to bear the pain. My dad plan to take me to the clinic, but instead straight to hospital because I really couldn't bear the pain much longer as in the car, I was half dead and unconscious. Straight away went to Singapore General Hospital and i got warded there. I told Baby at first, but she really believed me and thought I was lying to her just to get back her love. So as i got unconscious, i was weal and didnt manage to reply her. Baby got worried... Surprisingly, after i gained consciousness, i was told that i had holes in my lungs! =O With those hole, air leaks out to my lungs, causing the suffering pain that i felt and it was 3cm BIG! 8O But i was fortunate that my hole can naturally heal but within days and needs the help of a 100% oxygen mask. So I was warded for 3 days untill Monday. On the first night i was warded, after my family left, i called Baby up. She even cried when i explained to her cause at first she thought it was fake, when it is actually true. Awwh Baby :( So, on Sunday, very boring stay at hospital, nothing to do except, go X-tray, blood test, and blah blah blah. But the most irritating part is, every 4 am in the morning, my irritating nurse will wake me up for an X-tray test for my lungs. Haha kacao jer orang tidor sedap-sedap! ^^ But i tell you ah this guy , my nurse, very irritating siah! Always scare me one! ^^ So, Monday , Baby came early in the morning at 8 to visit me. Sedih siol skali tak boleh naek only untill 10 ! 'M' skjap Baby I! Kekeke! ^^ But i manage to go down just to meet her cause Baby dah belikan aku Hot Cakes from MacD! Awwwh thank you so much Baby! So there were two good news. First one was Baby's dance rehearsal was canceled and, my the doctor told me that I can be discharged on that day! Baby and I were freaking glad ! Haha! So after getting a shower and taking some advices, off sent Baby to school for her dance practice. Naek cab siol, step orang kaye kiter! ^^ Haha! So after that I went back home straight and Baby wanted me to rest, so I did but, I was missing her badly so came back to school just to fetch her. Hehe sanggop kan I bie? ^^ For you Baby :) Then after that sent Baby home , and off i went home too! :D But through out everything, I would like to thank Baby for being there for me and accepting me back for your love. I need you baby, without you, im spoilt and you know that. I want you to be here for me, forever. I Love You


So yesterday, me and Baby watch the 11am movie, the child's eye at Century Square. Then after that makan at nasi ayam $1.80! Hehe budget budget sekejap kiter ^^ Then i bought a dress for Baby for C ceremony! Hope you love it sayang although it's not that expensive! Hehe! Can't wait to see you wear it on the actual day! Surprise surprise! =D So after that went to library, slack slack and off we're home !

Today met Baby ! Haha as per normal she made my day :) And i enjoyed myself with you baby! Okay, trm i elaborate more okay ! Now nak maen words with friends with Baby kat Iphone! Hehe ! Bye Bye! I Love Ira Syuhada Bte Azhar! 

MINIRA
190210
ALWAYS AND FOREVER