Those pictures above just reminds me of our sweet memories. Baby, please don't let me go. You're my sweetest hello, and the really hardest goodbye ='( I love you so Much :'(

Enjoy this song from Bruno Mars, Just The Way You Are, which i'm suppose to sing it for Baby for our next monthsary. I've stayed all night just to memorise those lyrics, just for her ='(

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are

I love you so much Baby, please don't let me go ='( I Love You... ='(

MINIRA

190210

It's not the end,

and it will never be!

Baby, I love you so much :'( But why do you have to leave me this way ='( Yeah, I really tak sanggop to shout I Love You out loud in a crowded bus OTF, you don't have to force me and leave me for that! ='( Yeah I really am shy to do that, why? Cause I want to do it in front of you, I want to shout it out loud when you're there next to me so that people will know who that special girl I'm shouting I Love You to, so that people can know how big my love is for you! ='( If you really see only what my wrong doings are, I want you to look again! Look Again Bie! Look at what i've done for you, look at all the sacrifices i've made, just for you. If you really dont see it, why did I bought those roses for you, kneel down to you in the public saying i'm sorry. I will only do that in front of you, cause i wont be shy, even if i do, im shy for a reason, people will see that im doing it to a special beautiful lady, but if i were to do it otf, people will not know who that special someone is. Why did i even shouted I Love You in the bus 28 just now, when you were with me? Why oh why? I really love you so much do you know that? I'm working so hard , earning money, sweating and injuring myself, what for? Just for you, for us to enjoy later, for our next monthsary picnic, our next monthsary cable car ride, our next anniversary dinner!? Do you know all that?! 8 months of relationship, alot of things are done, so it is really fucking hard for me, and never will i ever let you go! But why does it seems so easy for you?! Do you even care about how much I love you!? Why do you have to look on only one thing that i couldn't do for you?! You know, i can, i mean i should be at home taking care of my old sick granny, but why am i sacrificing my time on you instead? Why do my parents have to fork out cash just for a stranger to take care of her when actually, I , as her blood related grandchildren should be doing?! Why?! It's simply because , I Love You So Much ='( Is that what you called tak sanggop?! ='( Is it?! You know that it's hard for me to move on without you, you yourself know how much you worth to me!? But why can't you appreciate what i've done for you?! You called me dog! You insulted me! You called me stupid! You said I was cacat cause of my stupid birth marks on my leg! You said im ugly with those pimples growing on my face! Yeah, im not as great and good looking! Im ugly, im handicapped! I know you apologised, realised and said that you really didn't meant to say all that. But if you really do love me, shouldn't you be thinking first before you speak and think of how hurtful a word could actually hurt someone, especially someone who loves you so much, just like your stupid, ugly, cacat boyfriend here!? Do you know that!? I love you so much, and is this how you show me love? Is this really what i get in return after all that i've done for you?!

Dear Allah, if this is really a test you're giving me, please give me strength and faith to carry on and never give up. Please dear Allah, open her heart and eyes. Let her see the good things in life that i've done for her. Dear Allah, please return me back to her, please dear Allah, I Love Her So Much , from the bottom of my heart, with much sincerity, Please Allah ="'"'"( Amin Ya RobbalA'lamin! ='(

Ouh My Darling, You Look Wonderful Tonight ♥

Baby, I'm really sorry ='( You know Baby, it's not that I really dont want to do it. But, you know Love, to me , my love for you ain't cheap, for me to shout it out loud. Because why ? My love is really special, and the only person who I say those 3 words to is, you cause you're the only human being, the most beautiful one I must say, whom I love so deeply, sincerely, from the bottom of my heart ='( Only you Baby. Yeah I am proud for our Love, and I want the whole world to know that, but I want them to see the things that we do , and let our memories prove them that our love is really strong and sweet, not just by hearing me saying I Love You inside a croded bus. What for if i say that really loud, but I treat you like badly and not as a good boyfriend ='( Baby i do thing for a reason, I want you to think Baby ='( Haish, please don't leave me Baby ='( I really need you in my life. I want you to remember about what we talked about last night otf, I want you think of how hard i'm working and sacrificing our time, just to work and earn some cash, not even thinking about my health, for us to enjoy in the future, i want you to think Baby, and remember when I made you that drink just to cure your voice. I really hate it when we fight Baby ='( I really do ='( Please Baby, don't do this, I love you so much and I'm missing your right now ='(

Read this words baby, I wanna sing them, specially for you...

It's late in the evening,

I'm wondering what clothes to wear.

She puts on her make up,

and brushes her long blode hair.

And then she ask me,

do I look okay?

And I say yes,

You look wonderful, tonight ='(

We go to a party,

and everyone turns to see.

This Beautiful Lady,

she's wondering around with me.

And then she ask me,

Do I fell alright?

And I say yes,

I feel wonderful tonight ='(

♥♥♥

Please dont leave me Baby ='( I Love You So Much ='( ♥

She's So Beautiful ♥♥♥

Today meet Baby at last ! Like finally i get to see her sweet face, hug her cute body tight, and kiss her splendid juicy lips! But I miss her, still =( Tmr we'll meet again for sure! Huhuhu! =( Haha! So today me and Baby went makan at Ubi. We ate Rojak Mama! Haha! Then after that off to Tamp, me and Baby wanted to take bus and go get Prima Deli's waffle. But the bus took a long time to arrive, so me and Baby step orang kaye lagik naek CAB! Hehe we went straight to Tamp Mall ^^Bought ice cream went around the malls and sat at library. Haha, then after that, ehem-ehem Baby! You know I know! ^^ Dah lame jugak eh bie ! Kekeke! ^^ Hehe! Then off home! TOday meet Baby very sekejap only cause Baby's dad work half day, then Baby had to reach home early. Nvm, tmr for sure meet again! = D Hehe! Now I'm waiting for this Baby kerepek to reach home so that I can call her up! Faster eat larh Baby! I miss you fucking badly you know! Grrrr! I Love You So Much Baby! Mwaaahs! ♥♥♥

MINIRA ~ 190210

Forever, And Ever

♥♥♥

-MINIRA-

190210

So today is the same old boring Sunday! :( Weekends always boring and sad cause cannot see my beloved Baby! :'( I miss her so fucking badly larh can? Oh Monday, please replace the Sunday quickly cause i really cant stand it anymore and cant wait to meet my Baby! :'( Today and yesterday work very tiring siah! New place you know, very different ! Okay now fuck all those life story of mine, important thing is now, I MISS IRA SYUHADA BTE AZHAR BADLY! ='( How dare you make me miss you, tomorrow i'm gonna hug you tight and kiss you all over many-many! You're gonna get it from me, Baby ^^ Hehe! I miss you larh sayang oiiiiiiiiiii! Really can't wait to meet you tomorrow baby! ='( I miss you! I miss you! I need you! ='( Ouh Baby, you really mean the world to me, I love you so much, from the bottom of my heart! I Love You ♥

Bila ku pejam mata,

Dirimu yang menjelma.

Bertemu kita,

Di dalam Mimpi Indah.

♥♥♥

Hey Girl,I'm gonna catch your wave! ♥♥♥

I Fucking LOVE the pictchaaa above! = )

Today Baby belanjer me seh! Hehe Thank You So much for the Tom Yam meal baby, kenyang siket perot I tau =D Hehe! Thanks Baby! So everyone out there, as you can see for yourself, open your eyes wide and read what I'm gonna to tell. My Baby, Ira Syuhada Bte Azhar, ain't those kind of cheap sluts and biatches out there who are crazy for guys, not for thier love, but for their money. I'm not boasting or anything, i'm just honestly stating a fact that, she's just one of a kind lady, a special one, who treats me best, take care of me, and love me with fullest sincerity. Thank you Baby, and I really hope your love for me won't ever fade away. I Love You So Much, Beautiful! ♥

So met Baby very the fun today as per usual! =D Everything was all on her cause i no money already hehe ^^ Thanks again Baby =) Hehe but still, I just can't have enough! I still fucking MISS you! = ( Tomorrow starting of weekends, which means work work work, and 2 days without meeting baby! Ohhh Nooo! ='( I'm gonna miss you Baby =( Now i'm waiting for her to finish updating the blog and call me up! I swear I miss you already! Faster okay Baby? I Love You So Much! Mwaaaaahs! ♥

MINIRA

Forever, and Ever ♥

I'm in love with you, Baby ♥

Today meet Baby sekejap sahaje :( Not enough Baby, I miss you! :( So baby lost her voice since yesterday, so its been two days since she became a ROCKER! Gua caya same lu Babe! ^^ Kekeke! Kidding Baby :D Haha so I made Baby a sour plum drink so that hopefully, her voice will come back, Insya Allah =) I'll pray for your wellness okay Baby! :)Not forgetting, I made Baby ROTI HOTDOG! Hehe i brought 3 for her, but I was too hungry, so I ate 2 and left her 1 ^^ Hehe sorry Baby, I was too hungry :( Haha! So today send Baby home first and went to Naufal's house to jailbreak our Iphone. Baby 'M' rabak pasal tak dapat jailbreak. Sorry Baby, me and Naufal had tried our best :( Sorry Baby :( Now, I'm waiting for Baby to text me so that i can call her. Faster larh Baby! I MISS YOU SO MANY MANY! ="( I Love You So Much, Beautiful ♥

MINIRA

190210

No one will tear us apart!

♥♥♥

There it goes again ='(

Baby, I'm really sorry for what happened today! I'm really am! Please forgive me, please =' ( Everything is my fault for what happened today ='( I Love You So Much! =' (

Baby, you know yourself, I've never been in a true relationship, whatsmore with a special lady, untill this far. You had given me the best ever love, you've touched the deepest portion of my cold pale heart, you've done everything for me , you're just the best I ever had. I'm really so lucky to have you, that I'm really am confused and clueless of my actions, untill i have to hurt you ='( Please baby, I need you, I Love You So Much, and i never want to ever let me go ='( Please Baby... ='''( I Love You ! ♥

It still feels like, our first night together.
Feels like the first kiss,

and it's gettin' better baby.
No one can beat this.
I'm still holding on, and you're still the one.
The first time our eyes met, it's the same feelin' I get.
Only feels much stronger,

and I wanna love you longer.

Please forgive me, I do know what I do.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do.
Please believe me, every word I say is true.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you! ♥

MINIRA~190210

♥♥♥

Happy 8th Monthsary to my one and only Baby Girl, Ira Syuhada Bte Azhar ♥Wow, it's so damn fast yeah baby? Hehe! From February 19, all the way to now, the 19th of October :D Hehe Let's last forever and ever baby! I Love You! ♥

Baby, I would like to thank you for everything. The love, the care, the stuffs that you bought, and EVERYTHING. Thank you baby girl for being very patient with me, never have you really let me go and move on without me, through all the pain and hurt that i've caused your heart and made you cry. I'm really sorry for all the mistakes that i've done. I really need you in my life, i've made you the first priority in my life, and it had already been a pleasure and it will always be, to have you to be the first voice I smiled upon when I wake up every morning, and the last voice I hear before I'm off to bed. Let's never end our sweet relationship, and I would really love to fulfill my dream of, being your life partner for the rest of your life and build a loving family together when we grow up later. I will always Love you, till the very end, beautiful♥

Hey Babygirl!
My Baby Boo Boo!
You're the best I've ever had,

I will always love you! ♥

MINIRA

Since 190210

Even if our mind says no,

our heart will always stay together,

as ONE

♥♥♥

The Sweetest Drug <3

Today me and Baby spend time together at last! Waaah jumper teros hug her tight siah! Hehe ^^ Rinduuu dier sangat-sangat tawuk! So me and Baby had decided to exhange our monthsary gifts in advance today cause if not tomorrow very troublesome for Baby to bring to school and exchange them. Hehe OMG! I really love all of them baby! The Topman top, the Cotton On tops, the Billabong top, the Giordano pants, and lastly, the Zappato Shoe! Kekeke! ^^ Baby semalam 'PREEEEK' me say never get me the Zappato shoe! I thought she really told the truth, but when I met her, she surprised me! Awwwwh so sweet hoor my Baby! Hehe! ^^ Baby, I would love to thank you so much for all of them. I fucking love them really really much and appreciate them alot! Hehe, I'm sure you love all the one's i bought for you : D Hehe thank you so much Baby! You know beautiful, you're the first ever special lady whom had ever bought for me so much stuff, but that doesn't mean I love you for your money okay sayang? Thank you so much again Baby! I really love them! Hehe! = D

So , basically today, me and baby just walked around Tamp mall. I was hungry so we went to eat at Popeyes. But i was still hungry, so bought a take away , doublecheeseburger, without pickles please ^^ Hehe! I had fun with you today Baby = D But it wasn't enough! I still MISS YOU ALOOOOT! = ( Tomorrow confirm must meet, not only cause I miss you, it's also because, it's our 8th tmr Baby = D Hehe ! I Love You So Fucking Much Baby! Mwaaaaaahs! <3 <3

MINIRA

Since, 190210

<3

Bila-Bila, MINIRA <3

Since February 19, 2010

Holaaa peeps! Haha = D Today is a boring Sunday. Should be working at this point of time but my boss say this week rest, cause next week working at a new place. How I wish Baby can meet me on weekends : ( Haiyaaa ! I miss baby so much! I want to hug her tight, kiss her lips, and dance with her, together under the moonlight <3

So, 2 more fucking days till our 8th monthsary. I just really can't wait for the day to come! Haha, so yesterday, went shopping for baby's surprise present while baby went to Malaysia^^ Ooops ! Kekeke! Wah spend a total of approximately, $220 dollars for those items. Great, now i'm broke =.=! Haha! But broke for a special someone, it's just a good thing to do :) First went to Cotton On, saw Faiz Osman and he help me look for some some stuff. Then blaaaah go Top Shop. Haiyaaa suddenly reach there i forgot baby's size. Shit man! Haha nvm, i'll let baby try first, if too big or too small then can go change, but must be within 10 days of purchase. Haha so after that, went to Uni Qlo! Haha Wahh damn swuaaay lei go there. After getting something for baby, i went to pay. Skali nak bayar pakai nets, the machine says daily amount exceeded! Haha thought my bank no money already! Padehal ader siah, but i spent too much using nets already. So i ran down to the nearest ATM and withdraw some cash and ran back to Uni Qlo to pay for the stuff. Haha! Then after that went to Miz 29. After that, went makan at Changi Road! Dah abes makan then baru baby balek! Lamer siah baby pegi Malaysia! I really miss her alot :' ( Haha so yesterday's story done :)

Skarang me and baby tengah 'M' rabak ngan satu sundal nie yang bernama Haziq Fathullah Bin Hisham. Grrr!~ Dah buat taik, taknak mengaku. Now nak threaten aku call police sumer. Haish, mak kental budak nyer kau nie! Haha, ingat siket eh brape kali aku kasi kau muker eh. Memang aku slalu dah sentuh kau, but all that i did to you, was for a good cause :) Memang patot ah kau kene, bruder prek :)Kau takecare suah kepale buto!

So I really cant wait for another 2 days to come, correct baby? ^^ Suprise Surprise! Haha! I love you so much baby! I miss you alot! Tmr must meet tau sayang :) Hehe !

I Love You! <3

MINIRA

190210

<3

Bila-Bila, MINIRA <3

What a superly duperly splendid awesome great day with baby! Hehe! Had total maximum of fun =D Hehe, firstly met baby at 1.30 . We then took 15 straight to white sands. Bought my ear stud there and ate at KFC. Hehe dah makan KFC then makan Ya Kun Kaya Toast! Sedap Giler kan baby? Ape tak, FREE! ^^ Kekeke! Haha then after that baby go deposit her duit raya, waaaaah $300+ siol! Kaye seh baby I ^^ Hahaha! Then after that, went back to Tamp naek 21 and went SKATE! Hao pei wasn't there yet so me and baby dudok kat pondok and pakai my contact lense. Wahhhduuuh! Saket nyer ! Only baby know's how much of the pain I suffered, kan baby kan? Luckily baby kiss me, teros tak saket seh! Hehe thanks baby ! Me and baby teros " M " rabak siol! Hao pei lambat nak mampos! He reached sunplaza at 4.15 like that, Pfft! =.= Haha so i only Skate for 30 minutes cause baby tak boleh balek lambat, Then after that went off to eat at S11 cause baby teringin sangat nak makan Yong Tao Fu lagik. Hehe baby tak abes-abes dengan dier nyer dry mee! Betol tak biee? ^^ Hehehe! So after makan, me and baby went walk around at T-malls. Haha we both had to show each other which top or bottom we wanted so much. Aku sempat beli 4 topman shirt and 2 Uni Qlo's bottom. Heees ^^ I pity baby cause the tops and bottoms at the shops we went sumer tak lawar! KEKEKE! Padan muker biee! ^^ Haha kidding baby. So both of us know what to get for each other already =) After that, went buy bubble tea and nachos for baby and off we go.

So, it's 4 more days to MINIRA's 8th big day. How am i so excited and really can't wait for the day to come. The same goes to you, correct baby? ^^ Haha! I really had so much fun with you today darling, and you really make my day =) Thank you so much baby, I Love You ! <3

MINIRA

190210

Everlasting Love

<3

I Love You, Beautiful <3 

Today met Baby very the skjap only! Not enough leeei! I miss baby larh can? Huhuhu D= Met baby at 4pm at her crib. Then wanted to go to Sunplaza for awhile skali dorang balek pulak. Pfft =.= Haha so after buying bubble tea, i was hungry so me and baby ate at KFC. After then went to walk at T-malls. Haha tengah jalan sekali perot aku buat hal pulak! Ape lagi tak boleh tahan pegi berak jap! ^^ Hehe! Baby 'M' jek tunggu aku, kan bie? =P After finishing my business, i went to kiddy palace to meet baby. I caught her RED-HANDED flirting, with a Doll House! Kekekeke! ^^ Okay lame =.= Haha baby nak sangat doll house. Baby, although you are big enough to play with it, I can get you one if you want it okay? Haha! How cute can you be, baby? So after that walk around and plan to get J.CO doughnuts! hehe! But before that i told baby, why dont we go check at the shop for your wallet? Mane tawu dah sampai? So baby agreed and we went to the shop. Fortunately, the wallet had arrived! HAha baby was so damn freaking happy! I'm glad that you're happy dear = ) Haha, almak skrang tak boleh kacau you pelan-pelan kayoh lagik uh! Hahaha! Kidding gorgeous ^^ Hope you love your new wallet baby, hot pink billabong wallet seeeeh! Yaaaay , now both of us got new wallet already, yours is Billabong which is $40, and mine is Topman which is $26. Almak baby nyer lagik mahal ah! Hehe, hope you love it baby =) So after that, went to buy doughnuts! Hehe dah lame aku tak makan doughnut, mengidam pulak! Bought the box of 6. Ate with baby one each, then the 4 others i ate all of them on my own! Gelojoh nyer aku! ^^ After that sent baby home and myself, home sweet home. I had so much fun with you again baby! As per normal, you made my day again =)Hope you love the wallet! I love you so much! Mwaaahs! <3

I Love You,

Iraa Syuhada!

<3

Love Story <3

Okay today was awesome! Haha Yaaaay Exam finish! No need study at Telok Kurau anymore! Hehehe! ^^ Enjoy skrang! =D So just now after paper, me and baby went skate with my fellow buddies at Sunplaza Park! Fooh gerek siol! =D Hahaha! Sumer enjoy habes-habes punyer pasal exam dah over. Skate skate skate then off to Simei with baby. We ate at Banquet, hehe I ate Wanton Noodle and Baby ate Yong Tau Fuuu. Then after that jalan-jalan around the mall. Me and baby step orang kaye siol pegi balek naek TAXI! Betol tak bie? ^^ Haha then off back to Tamp mall. Baby bought for me a cover and a screen protector for my Iphone! Thank you so much baby ku sayang yang bonchitt dan irritating nak mampos! Hehe I love it biee, Thanks So Muccccchh! I enjoyed myself again with you darling =) Now i'm waiting for baby to call me up. Faster lah baby, I miss you many-many tawuk! = ( Faster okay baby boo? I Love You So Much, beautiful! <3 <3 <3

Bila-Bila,

MINIRA!

<3

Dancing In The Moonlight <3

Today was an awesome day with baby! Suppose to have Physics remedial today but, hehe, muker aku nak blajar? Jalan dah! ^^ So met Baby early this morning at 8.30, took bus to bedok inter and had our breakfast at pasar, hehe! ^^ I ate nasi rawan and baby ate roti prata. Lepas tu straight pegi skolah , antar baby. Haikal and me decided not to go cause Mr Ong takder hehe! ^^ So me, Haiqael and Haikal lepak kat masjid, isap rokok and at last kat Eunos nyer sweetalk while I wait for Baby to finish studying with her friends and Mama Chan. Then after that me and Baby went to walk around T-Malls. Guess what!? Baby bought for me a new pair of wallet from TOPMAN! Hehe I love it and appreciate it alot darling! Hehe I promise to take good care of it okay baby? Thank you so much baby, me love it soooo much! Mwaaahs! <3 Haha but sadly , the wallet that baby was wanting for, colour takder! Hehe padean muker! ^^ Kidding baby! Kecian dier tau! But luckily got other outlet which have the colour stock and the shoplady helps us to order it. Baby so happy after that! Haha! =D So the wallet will be coming to baby's hands in 3-4 days. Sabar yer sayang! Hehe pelan-pelan kayohh yeeeeer! Heeees! =D I had so much fun with you gorgeous, and again, asal lah time-time nak balek, IRRITS you start balek! Haha Irritating mcm chebye ! Haha , and again and again, YOU MAKE MY DAY! Thank you so much again for the awesome wallet, baby! =D I Love You! <3

Bila ku pejam mata,

diri mu yang menjelma.

Bertemu kita,

di dalam Mimpi Indah.

<3 <3 <3

Dikeheningan malam,
termenungku berseorang.
Tak lena mata dipejam,
terdengar suara terngiang.
Suara merdu yang di sayang.
Bagai kau didepan mata,
ku capai tapi tak kena.

Sukarnya memendam rasa,
ingin ku luahkan kata.

Bila rindu,

terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu.
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,

makin kelam,
jauh terbang diriku melayang.
Aku rindu,

sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu.
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi,

jiwa ini,

bawa ku dlm pelangi,
melepasi segala hati ini.

Today very the fun with baby! =D Haha after school went straight to Tamp, suppose to wait for Ahcet Siow, tapi lambat nak mampos siah! Grr =.= Haha, so went around the malls and ate at nasi ayam $1.80. And today, I swear to my parent's foot that baby is damn fucking IRRITATING! Ape yang aku buat atau cakap, mesti ader jek yang baby nak irrits! Non-stop siah baby , chebye betol! Sampai saket tau I! :( Haha kidding baby! ^^ You really made me laugh like idiot today baby Heees! :D I had so much fun with you babyku satu-satunyer yang irritating nak mampos! Haha! As usual, You Make My Day, Beautiful. I Love You! <3

MINIRA ~ 190210

Always and Forever,

Never Apart!

<3 <3 <3

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