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Baby, I love you so much :'( But why do you have to leave me this way ='( Yeah, I really tak sanggop to shout I Love You out loud in a crowded bus OTF, you don't have to force me and leave me for that! ='( Yeah I really am shy to do that, why? Cause I want to do it in front of you, I want to shout it out loud when you're there next to me so that people will know who that special girl I'm shouting I Love You to, so that people can know how big my love is for you! ='( If you really see only what my wrong doings are, I want you to look again! Look Again Bie! Look at what i've done for you, look at all the sacrifices i've made, just for you. If you really dont see it, why did I bought those roses for you, kneel down to you in the public saying i'm sorry. I will only do that in front of you, cause i wont be shy, even if i do, im shy for a reason, people will see that im doing it to a special beautiful lady, but if i were to do it otf, people will not know who that special someone is. Why did i even shouted I Love You in the bus 28 just now, when you were with me? Why oh why? I really love you so much do you know that? I'm working so hard , earning money, sweating and injuring myself, what for? Just for you, for us to enjoy later, for our next monthsary picnic, our next monthsary cable car ride, our next anniversary dinner!? Do you know all that?! 8 months of relationship, alot of things are done, so it is really fucking hard for me, and never will i ever let you go! But why does it seems so easy for you?! Do you even care about how much I love you!? Why do you have to look on only one thing that i couldn't do for you?! You know, i can, i mean i should be at home taking care of my old sick granny, but why am i sacrificing my time on you instead? Why do my parents have to fork out cash just for a stranger to take care of her when actually, I , as her blood related grandchildren should be doing?! Why?! It's simply because , I Love You So Much ='( Is that what you called tak sanggop?! ='( Is it?! You know that it's hard for me to move on without you, you yourself know how much you worth to me!? But why can't you appreciate what i've done for you?! You called me dog! You insulted me! You called me stupid! You said I was cacat cause of my stupid birth marks on my leg! You said im ugly with those pimples growing on my face! Yeah, im not as great and good looking! Im ugly, im handicapped! I know you apologised, realised and said that you really didn't meant to say all that. But if you really do love me, shouldn't you be thinking first before you speak and think of how hurtful a word could actually hurt someone, especially someone who loves you so much, just like your stupid, ugly, cacat boyfriend here!? Do you know that!? I love you so much, and is this how you show me love? Is this really what i get in return after all that i've done for you?!
Dear Allah, if this is really a test you're giving me, please give me strength and faith to carry on and never give up. Please dear Allah, open her heart and eyes. Let her see the good things in life that i've done for her. Dear Allah, please return me back to her, please dear Allah, I Love Her So Much , from the bottom of my heart, with much sincerity, Please Allah ="'"'"( Amin Ya RobbalA'lamin! ='(
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